Saturday, February 14, 2009
-....and wine-
Allostatic load
I sometimes wish that, I am really really smart, so that I wouldn't need to spend so much time on the books and spend more time with my love ones.
I wish I am tireless, so that when I do find time to spend with them, I am at my best.
I wish I can be more like them, so romantic plastic flowers. But I can't.
I wish I was rich, so I could drive up to your block in the middle of the night.
I think I could be very much more than I am, and I could be very much less. Jesus came to save imperfect people, I am not perfect. But I am trying! Very hard!
I think I could have very much more. University is killing me. Really, but I still see the light at the end of the tunnel. Don't let a bit of hardship bring you down.
Goodbye.
| signing off @ 4:28 PM|
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Sunday, January 04, 2009
-Meet me halfway-
Been a long hiatus.
Oh well.
Just one thing from me.
take
time
to
realize....
| signing off @ 10:00 PM|
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Friday, August 29, 2008
-Spin-
The world keeps spining spining spining spining and I can't keep up up up up at all.....
| signing off @ 9:50 AM|
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Friday, August 01, 2008
-just like that-
and my world seem to crumble down just like that....
| signing off @ 1:26 AM|
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-We're empty-
Today, I feel llike the click 5 singing empty. Somehow I feel like no matter how i try its going downwards. I'm not trying enough. Its the qualitu, yes. That must change.
Change changes and more changes. So much changes happening in such a short time, i really hope that we can adapt to it and at the same time making the best out of the changes.
Give me sometime okay?
I'm not perfect. =(
| signing off @ 12:18 AM|
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Sunday, July 20, 2008
-No more screaming out for love-
This post is dedicated to you.
Cant wait for you to come back!
Miss you like crazy.Will see you soon!
| signing off @ 9:59 PM|
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Thursday, July 10, 2008
-The Little Prince-
Argh freakkk!
my really long post has been deleted by some error.
Freaking errors.
!!!
But its okay still. Because, no one needs to hear my complains.
Ta ta for now, world!
| signing off @ 11:32 PM|
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Tuesday, June 17, 2008
-Me Against the Arts-
Hmmmm. The Arts camp.
Honestly, I'm alittle aphrensive about it. I mean, like meeting all these new people so many so short a time. And whether will I fit in or not. Stuff like that.
But more importantly, I dont want to step over the line of over friendliness and yet I dont want to be unenthuastic about things. I want to be! I dont want NUS to be another JC experience. And either way, I dont want to disappoint anyone. And more importantly, as selfish as I may sound, I dont want to disappoint myself.
Responsibility to me is not a choice, it is a responsibility. And I will uphold it, and I will be responsible for all my actions. I will not be led inot temptation.
Trust me on this one.
Signing off,
the geek to be, Alex
| signing off @ 5:22 PM|
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